🌙  Lady_Elwing or Estel La Rôdeuse, or ladyhearthkeeper🌙, over 30 but under 40... 🌌🕊️Here to find inspiration. As light as a feather, and as hard as dragon scales. 🦚 Multi fandom, multi interest blog. Been here for more than 10 years.
My writing
AO3 fanfics (all in English : mostly Charloe, Jeresa, Sabéwan and one Eothíriel… And other fandoms)
ff.net fanfics (mostly in French : LOTR, Klaroline (in english) Star Wars (in english))
My poetry blog : on wordpress, where I post my poetry. I sometimes add quotes on my poetry tumblr.
My sideblog on simple meaningful living, femininity and traditional life.
this is so nostalgic. tumblr rolls out something terrible. everyone complains. it breaks several people’s dashboards. for some reason it only rolls out to a few people at a time with seemingly no warning. the community collectively and immediately searches for a browser extension that undoes the change. i know we’ve all gotten burnt out on all social media sucking but this is genuinely The tumblr experience. everyone who hasn’t gotten it already gets an achievement. welcome to the club
been thinking a lot about anticipatory grief lately. i love you so much that i know losing you will devastate me. i haven’t lost you yet but i already miss you. we still have time, but it won’t be enough. i think about what i would say at your funeral, and say some of it to you now cause i need you to know how loved you are before you go. you will go where i cannot follow, but you will never really leave me. it won’t make it hurt less but it is a part of healing somehow.
this is actually abt me preparing to lose my grandma, but it can be interpreted in a lot of different ways. grief exists everywhere u look, because love exists everywhere.
“Samwise is the real hero-” “Frodo alone had the power to resist the ring-”
Neither Frodo nor Sam could have made it to Mount Doom alone, and they would have been caught if Aragorn hadn’t been pitching a giant futile distraction battle in the west which wouldn’t have succeeded if they hadn’t recruited the Ents, Rohan, and the Dead Men of Dunharrow, Lord of the Rings doesn’t *have* a hero, it has many flawed, imperfect individuals all doing what they can and knowing on its own it won’t be enough, and trusting other people to do the same.
“I have found that it is the small everyday deed of ordinary folks that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love.”
Rewatching Truman Show for the first time in a long time, and the detail that’s stuck with me this time is the set design.
The characters drive modern cars and hock modern products, but it’s all presented with a veneer of 1950s wholesome applecheeked Americana. Truman’s life is presented as an escape for the audience from the drudgery of the modern day, and the aesthetic they’ve chosen for this is the post-war economic boom. This is the simple time, the movie says. This is the good time. Doesn’t the modern day suck? Let’s go back and see our friends from the days when life was good.
And it’s a lie. Truman’s life is a lie, and the image of white picket fenced suburbia they’ve presented is a lie. It’s an elaborate construction to recreate a false memory that’s comfortable for advertisers. The movie is a satire, but it’s also a very blatant statement against the nostalgia for a golden age which never existed. It’s a lie. It doesn’t exist.
I don’t know. I’m spitballing. I’m biased because I despise mid-20th century Americana and I naturally treat it with hostility, but it’s very gratifying to see a movie kind of agree with me.
Let me tell you a story.
Earlier in the summer, I went to Florida with my friend. We decided to visit a town nearish to where we were staying called Seaside, as we had heard it was a cute place. What I did not know at the time was that Seaside is the place where they filmed The Truman Show. It was a “master-planned community,” constructed in the 80s to be the perfect beach town.
Seaside, FL
Seahaven
And yes, it really does look Like That. Not just in their tourist-agency photos, in real life it looks like that. Arguably the irl Seaside is even prettier than movie Seahaven, because the the office buildings where Truman works don’t exist; the town is 100% cutesy homes and little shops.
stop believing that you ran out of time to shape yourself into who you want to be! stop believing that its ruined! stop believing you don’t have potential! you are not a fixed being! you have endless opportunities to grow.
